Contribution Regret, I think I’ll call it, or maybe Participation Rue. Any way I describe its headline there’s a remorse at having opened my mouth for some community gathering or another and it pains me not to be able to erase myself from the map of all that is… and yet, I’m completely at home […]
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Somehow I feel like if I have it all written down then it will make more sense and may even have a bigger impact on my everyday life. But even when I do get part of the process done there’s too much to remember in one go or too much to be able to recall […]
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On Days That I Don’t Feel I Have Anything To Offer … I just have that feeling. I just keep going into and onto whatever else is showing up for me to keep going onto and into. It’s not some special trick to get to some special state of awareness or energy that suddenly lifts […]
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In gaitian technology, only Earth has corners. Heaven is round. I love this open circle that exists around all-that-is. I am drawn to its beauty, to its simple calm horizon where there is only talking and no sound.
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I knew that it would happen eventually. People would start talking in my language and I would either feel grateful to be alike or annoyed to be sharing the light-space. Right now, I’m feeling a bit of both and everything in between. I could say that’s mostly b/c the people I’m hearing it from are […]
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So much of my life seems to be spent starting again, I take it that’s my specialty – starting over. I’ve done it so many times I’m a natural. In fact, I’m not sure there’s a time it didn’t happen. Even my counselling degree was […]
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Since I’ve been doing this Divine Navigation thing, I’ve wondered if the storm dragon episodes might cease or at least decrease in volume but that hasn’t been the case. With each wave of activation, I experience a fresh wielding of the sword of dragon bone crystals…
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All I have to say will end symbolically, in language that does not compute in the circle of integrated consciousness while I’m out here, on the edge, wondering how to welcome in the dark stormy night for its own sake, for its true beauty, as its willing subject.
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I just keep doing what I’m told and following my instructions and there I am, in the middle of it, being me, with no idea what I’m doing.
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However you want to put it into words, the idea of knowing without knowing that this is meaningful, that even this is sacred, cannot stand up to the experience of it being true in all places.
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