…where I am, right now — in this shitty little falling-apart house (that we won’t ever get kicked out of, so that’s good), with no real money to speak of, and all the love in the world. That’s what I’m gonna do. Running my business, offering my services — my wisdom, my time (what little […]

I can handle the pain. It’s no big deal. Yes, it encompasses everything, but it’s not actually difficult. I just go with it; like there’s another choice, right!? But that’s the thing, isn’t it. Thinking, believing deep down somewhere that there is; another way. That’s what gets me, you, all of us into trouble. Hanging […]

Louise and I have spent the last year or so working with GreenHill Publishing to get our first little book in print. It has been… enlightening, to say the least. Most unexpected was/is the transformative effect it’s had on my business. I’m not fully through it, yet, but the process of publishing — especially preparing […]

At this point, I’m still decoding all the rich information — so much data — but some things are making sense — like wanting my dreads back and being drawn to the tree of life.

I was busy reading something on Reiki or the Golden Future when I got the call to go outside and do some work. Spinning anti-clockwise with my right hand to open the funnels in my third-eye imagination first. Then, clockwise into the body with my left. Not one-by-one in a linear or top-to-bottom manner but […]

It occurred to me today, whilst pondering my upcoming book, that I might be too fat for photos. Specifically, profile photos the publisher wants to promote my work. Image Credit freepik-386174021 body positivity by Nailotl M #Also, you should know I do not think this lady in her photo is too fat for photos. In […]

Feeling it comes later. First, I do what I’m told, without knowing what or that I’m doing it. It’s an intuitive doing. An active intuition. I get my instructions, doing. The knowing and cognitive parts start rearranging my world, all across the universe, and that brings with it feelings. Feelings and emotionality. Anger, lately, which […]

I know it’s a consciousness amplifier for some. That it’s a stand-in for God or for one’s initiation with god-self being awareness. And that’s all well and good, when you’ve gotten enough distance to find perspective. I know that when I’m in the midst of things, feeling bodily sensations and finding my footing, I’m not […]